so i might get limes disease. laugh it up till i'm in the hospital bitches. i mean it's funny, but if you're trying to embarrass me i don't get embarrassed that easy. anyway i took this from eden. she had it in hers yesterday. w00t. i doubt i'm going to soundwaves.

EIGHT songs you've been listening a lot to lately:
1. speakers push the air
2. pin
3. my ruca
4. date rape.
5. love her madly
6. by the throat
7. wonderwall
8. glass danse

FOUR things you look forward to
1. sleeping in
2. soundwaves, if i can go <3
3. passing the school year.
4. the doctors tomorrow

EIGHT things you like to wear
1. hoodies.
2. jeans.
3. matts ring. but i lost the dimond  (again)
4. braclet lauren made me.
5. pink etnies.
6. hemp.
7. kurts braclets.
8. red nailpolish

FOUR things that annoy you
1. 99.9% of the teacher population at tulpehocken.
2. most people.
3. how i over analize things.
4. trevor ryan and brian. (at times)

FIVE things you say most days
1. yeh.
2. well fuck you you fucking guy (corissa<3)
3. i'm asian ::asian voice::
4. yeh whatever.
5. hardcore like woah.

FIVE things you do everyday
1. drag my ass out of bed. (not willingly)
2. listen to the doors. (and whatever else is in my cd player)
3. point at people. (my way of saying hi)
4. shower. (sometimes two times a day, three if i'm at kurts)
inside thing i guess.
5. computer

FOUR people you want to spend more time with
1. kurtis
2. id like to chill wit eden yo.
3. id like to chill wit carly yo.
4. corissa and natalie (at the same time, this is not cheating ... although i doubt we will ever be able to stay over at corissas, her gma i don't think likes me and natalie anymore )

FIVE movies you could watch over and over again
1. ten things i hate about you.
2. white oleander.
3. scamper <3
4. dumb and dumberer [sp]
5. kung pow. (only with bryan harry weed (sean) and jason)

TWO of your favorite songs at the moment
1. love her madly.
2. my ruca-sublime.

INFORMATION
1. call me. kayla.
2. Single or taken: taken.
3. Sex: grl.
4. Bday: 10|08|88.
5. Sign: libra?
6. Siblings: 1 brother. (two if you count jeff harkcom<3 and one sister if you count errka [i <3 them])
7. Hair color: blonde.
8. Eye color: blue. sometimes grey.
9. Shoe size: 6.
10. Height: 5'1?

RELATIONSHIPS
1. Who are your best friends?: corissa y natalie
2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: kurt <3
3. Do you have a crush?: yeah man.
4. Did you send this to your crush?: uhm no.

FASHION
1. Where is your favorite place to shop: uhm well my mom pretty much buys me things at bon ton cause of her working there  thift shops are fine for me.
2. Any tattoos or piercing: ears. and i want what chelsee just got done too. and hopefully a tattoo if i work up the guts.

PERSONAL
1. Do you do drugs?: well i have the munchies right now.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use?: hawiian ginger root.
3. What are you most scared of?: andy.
4. What are you listening to right now?: all apologies
5. Who is the last person that called you?: braiden.
6. Where do you want to get married?: mc donalds? (who was that an inside joke with?)
7. How many buddies are online right now?: 44.
8. What would you change about yourself?: ehh.

FAVORITE
1. Color: black and pink. only together really. dark red.
2. Food: ehhuhmm .. i like stovetop.
3. Subjects in school: how bouuttt ... none. oh wait, a mi, me gusta espanol porque es mi clase favorita porque es muy interesante.
4. Animals: are dumb.
5. Sports: i miss soccer actually. fuck sports.

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Given anyone a bath?: the dog. and ... the kittens when i was little .. they didn't like it
2. Smoked?: yeh.
3. Bungee jumped?: no and i don't think i plan on it.
4. Made yourself throw up?: it hurts after a while.
5. Skinny dipped?:  yeh. i used to live in the pool. when i was younger.
6: Ever been in love?: been? am?
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: when i was little.
8. Pictured your crush naked?: well i have this problem that when you say something or i read something i automatically picture it, so as of now, yes.
9. Actually seen your crush naked?: fully?
10. Cried when someone died?: yeh. gosh yes.
11. Lied: only if it were for someones good, and it wasn't a big deal.
12. Fallen for your best friend?: ...yeh. and the fucker screwed me over. we're friends now though.
13. Been rejected?: i don't think so. or maybe by mark cotton in like 2nd grade. or maybe i rejected him.
14. Rejected someone?: a few times. i'm picky.
15. Used someone?: fuck no.
16. Done something you regret?: at the momen't i didn't.

CURRENT
clothes: black pj pants, dickies shirt. white ''angel'' shirt inside out underneath got it when i was 8. regular underwear and it's really uncomfortable. but sitting in general is uncomfortable for me today.
music: i hear joan of arcadia, that my parents watching.
make-up: eyeliner.
Smell: cherry almond. (lotion)
favorite artist: uhm i don't know.
favorite group: led zeppelin of all time.
desktop picture: corissa's legs.
cd in player: doors, pretty girls make graves, blue oyster cult, some cd my cousin gave me to listen to so i can learn it on guitar, a mix of like nirvana, and flogging molly. (that's my big 5 changer and my little portable thing)
DVD in player: yeh i don't got one of those.
Color of toenails: red man.

LAST PERSON
you touched: kurt.
hugged: kurt.
you imed: my cadisssa.
you yelled at: my brother. the cunt rag.



(alright that kept me busy. now i have to go lay in pain thanks)

yesterday had dentention, went to kurts <3 didn't go to his nephew's baseball game cause it was the day before. his mom made me eat dinner. went to jefferson. jojo was therr. joe (yolk?) gave me too many sprinkles  so then went back to kurts. hung out more. mom came. went home. awkward silence in the car because she was mad i was at kurts.  (she said i could then she said i couldn't) kurts mom gave me a religious mirror  

so today was the same deal. with the detention anyway. oh hell i'll go threw the day to see what i can remember:

1] study hall. short pass to library to get yelled at.
2] health .. std's from shower towels?
3] mexico room, jeopardy. star on corissas ass. (Y)
4] made fun of mr.W for sneezing and almost headbutting the wall
5] ISS because i was yelling at mrs. williams. she's fucking dumb. she should be shot. fuck her. so then i had to deal with mrs fick, ohh my favorite teacher
lunch] water and banana.
6] mr fake played kyle in H-O-R-S-E .. yeh i'm pretty sure mr. fake won.
7] do the erik impression.
8] mrs. felty is not a cool burned out hippie anymore, she's officially a uncool very annoying burned out hippie.

detention] colored pigs. poor pigs. jason poked me the whore. went home with jason and dirk. hanna <3


yep. yay for my day.

i feel really bad about something. i don't know what. i've been feeling irritable and kind of off since like the end of seventh period. the bus helped a little though. all i did was sit there and make fun of everything and anything with justin. he's a cool kid. i mean i have to admitt it's fun to make fun of everything on the bus, just because he's so fucking funny. he's been forever. and yeh. wes served so he wasn't there. he's fucking funny too. jeeze. yeh. sooooo uhhhhh i'm talking to jeff right now (harkcom) he's a cool kid also. i'm also talking to some friends from lebonan which makes me miss when i used to hang there. braiden comes home soon which will be great i hope. i need to get out and do something. kurt was acting distant today.i think. maybe he's just doing what i do sometimes. i deserve it. i don't even know what to think. it basically just makes me "bummed."  you guys don't understand how i feel about him i don't think. i need to stop thinking. wes makes fun of me when i say that  ha. ok i'm done now.

'' if you like him that much you' wouldn't care " fuck you. what are you on.

'' you should really consider going on a diet, i can tell from your pictures you gained weight " yeh man. i definatly already know that. fucker.

water and fruit just for you asshole.

<3

my cousins here again. picking up our printer to go get it fixed. cause yeh. idk why. i'm kind of confused about today. i don't want to be. i just don't get it. anyway, yeh. xanga can suck my left nut right now cause i don't feel like typing. actually i don't feel like being on the internet. seeyah.

love youu ..